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[Dec. 3rd, 2009|12:41 am] |
when darkness turns to light, it ends tonight.
good fucking bye A levels! |
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[Dec. 1st, 2009|11:01 pm] |
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chalet was awesome as well as sucky.
sucky referring to the hole in the wall, the puke in the chalet and the sand all over me, and as well as the splitting headache i had.
fun referring to 20 piece nuggets( rash ryan)
many many shots
good friends
sing along songs
oh and fuck what the fuck i called her!
what the fuck was i thinking seriously.
sian then again, i already got no shot at it.
doing something beats doing nothing, i guess. |
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[Nov. 30th, 2009|12:30 am] |
having gone through all these, i guess you can say my life is at equilibrum now.
not much going on, no more emotional lows, neither are there highs, though.
and yet, now i see all my friends going through it.
this may not apply to me but they are really great guys, and
if i was a girl hell i'd certainly appreciate their value.
don't know why some girls just dont see what they already have.
fucking stupid.
anyway i guess with all i am i'm just gna do my best now to help em all out.
goodluck guys.
lets fucking die at the chalet 2mr. maybe things won't seem as bad then. |
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[Nov. 28th, 2009|10:23 pm] |
like i said that night,
the times i really needed you were hard.
but ive come to discover what's worse, is when all is fine and i am happy.
because just as light is shown most clearly in the darkness,
the emptiness shows when i am surrounded by happiness, as long as it's not from you. |
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[Nov. 23rd, 2009|01:39 am] |
eve helped me book a chalet :D
it's time to party guys!
i wanna learn how to french inhale.
SO COOL. |
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[Nov. 18th, 2009|01:29 am] |
basket.. i lost 10 marks from chem paper 2 today!!
10 fuckking marks omg! |
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[Nov. 17th, 2009|12:46 am] |
oh ya hahaha i is looking forward to 30 november chalet!!
drinking is gna be awesome even though i have one last paper on 3 december.. damn you bio!! |
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[Nov. 17th, 2009|12:44 am] |
online H2 math answers were put up. i got..
paper 1- 91
paper 2- 84
i guess these are good.. but you never know. careless mistakes many many?
6/11 papers done. chem tmrw and it's killing me now, with all the paranoia despite chem being my coup de' gra |
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[Nov. 12th, 2009|11:51 pm] |
today, was probably the most i've studied ever.
4 math paper 2s.
FOUR!!!!
i feel happy. hahaa.
so anyway after today, it's clear sailing :) |
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[Nov. 12th, 2009|01:12 am] |
again, thank god for another good day of exams.
read ONE model essay, it came out. LOL
then read only the JC1 part of bio, it came ALL out.
WOOOOOOOOOOOO~
the streak continues guys.. 4/11 papers done with.
ALMOST HALFWAY!! |
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[Nov. 11th, 2009|12:00 am] |
math was relatively easy i guess. thank god.
tomorrow is bio. sucking at it just makes me so emo and sad and FML-ish.
oh well.
MY LIFE IS AVERAGE.
hahahaha |
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[Oct. 1st, 2009|12:42 am] |
many people spend millions on "things that make us happy".
and who can blame us?
looking at my own life there are a lot of things that can wear a person down, and it never ends.
it's a vicious cycle of sadness, that just keeps going and going and going.
but it all comes down to the same thing.
we cling on to what gives us hope.
what gives us solace from what otherwise seems as hopeless.
to get rest.
we seek answers for our daily problems but what we're really doing, is looking for someone to support our own intrinsical
mental thoughts.
you have the answers to your own problems. you know the answers.
but then again, i guess we all want someone to say,
well it's alright.
it's all gonna be alright.
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[Sep. 30th, 2009|02:58 am] |
i like the days we played volleyball. i like being stressed over it.
i like eating KFC and talking cock until late.
i like bathing in school.
i like scolding weiliang (lol)
i like to spike.
okay i dont but i still like it.
i like the feel when you save a good ball.
i like beating the girls' team.
i like movies, and movie outings.
life, was good. |
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[Sep. 30th, 2009|02:43 am] |
i'm not like other people.
i will top econs and bio.
watch. |
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[Sep. 27th, 2009|11:51 pm] |
it's weird.
the words i said to you,
you now say to another.
actually it's more sad than weird.
this weeekend not bad la. ryan house friday raid, then louis house at night to study!! not bad.. got alot of stuff done. saturday and sunday half wow half study lor.
i wonder how results tmr wil be. damn you prelims.
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[Sep. 16th, 2009|04:12 pm] |
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing
So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing
That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you thought that it got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
Yeah, yeah
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"
Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you thought that it got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When it's all said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one |
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[Sep. 15th, 2009|11:53 pm] |
I guess i never called my relationship with my parents as, well healthy. mostly screaming, me bascially giving aggression.
come to think of it the way i see my friends and how they are thankful and basically understand that they are our parents and ought to give them their due respect, despite some "unfairness"
well, i guess to myself i seemed really bad. to think of it they don't owe me shit, yet i'm acting the other way.
hmm.
prelims sucked balls.
argh.
imma do my best for fking A's.
7ish weeks, the guys are reaally pushing now.
good influence? haha maybe.
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[Sep. 8th, 2009|07:47 pm] |
There’s still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
There’s still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
It’s still a little hard to say what's going on
There’s still a little bit of your ghost your witness
There’s still a little bit of your face i haven't kissed
You step a little closer each day
That I can´t say what´s going on
Stones taught me to fly
Love, it taught me to lie
Life, it taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball
There’s still a little bit of your song in my ear
There’s still a little bit of your words i long to hear
You step a little closer to me
So close that I can´t see what´s going on
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So its not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon.
Stones taught me to fly
Love, it taught me to cry
So come on courage, teach me to be shy
'Cause its not hard to fall,
And I don't want to scare her
Its not hard to fall
And i don't want to lose
Its not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know
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[Sep. 6th, 2009|09:11 pm] |
this sucks,
leaving my guild probably forever.
it's been a long time but god damn A levels.
so im moving "home".
back to my first guild where i was a scrub not knowing anything.
but now im way superior to them. lol.
i guess i'l go there, relax with old friends and raid casually. lol
"casual" is relative.
back in epitaph, i raided 5 hours 6 days a week.
now, it's 3 hours in 4 days i think.
much less stress on the studies.
prelims are okay la
dissappointing that im not owning it but merely doing meh.
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